Best Yers

living on that set.

feeling unaccepted.

Retracted, distracting

the others in the back

o' m' 'ead crackling

like static. Stagnant,

For inspiration befall

on me not, by the

barrier inaction. Pocked

with baseless shame,

I exited the game.

Thoughts on used Valet tickets

#1

The fire spreads its wings,

Slow, Above my Fingertips,

Ascending in ways I may only

Dream of. To think, As I sit,

And try to keep them inside Me,

For hope to float, and Rise

Above my Troubles...

#2

I could watch this smoke Rise,

All Night, All Night

Til the Sun surprises

In the Darkness' Demise.

I can Move inside the sound,

Silence, too, doth ring my Crown,

Oh, How I wish to Drown...

Beneathe the waves-

My Daydreams come in Waves;

For the moon to show

Its Darkest Face.

Just a few of my 'Friends'

Caffeine is a drug

Nicotine is a drug

T.V. is a drug

Networking is a drug

Cocaine is a drug

THC is a drug

M D M A, M D M A

All that kills pain

All these drugs

Transmitted to me

as the new thing

as the cool thing

I should be doing

If I want to ruin

The image before me,

As a weakling,

As a dorky

goody-goody

poor thing

Caffeine is a drug

Nicotine is a drug

T.V. is a drug

Networking is a drug

THC is a drug

Cocaine is a drug

M D M A, M D M A

All that kills pain

Oh, the T.V., It sucks me in

The THC Pulls me out,

Combine the two, i'm stretched too thin

And I do absolutely nothing

about myself, Surrender to

this comfy couch, forfeit

my life a couple hours

Doing absolutely nothing

about myself. Sometimes

i'll start repeating things,

About myself, Do absolutely

nothing on this comfy couch,

a couple hours, about myself,

Nothing.

Caffeine is a drug

Nicotine is a drug

T.V. is a drug

networking is a drug

THC is a drug

Cocaine is a drug

M D M A, M D M A

all that kills pain

My social life should be on trial,

spend too much time online,

Do absolutely nothing

But see which friends i can find,

And stack my stats, a number game,

I'm still sitting still, so i'm still lame,

Could travel out and shake a hand,

but I'm glued to the screen,

unwilling to stand, patiently

waiting, but can't sit up straight

I guess you could say I'm lazy,

Do absolutely nothing

But track updates and judge me mates

I'm hooked for life, I'll click "i like"

To show my friends I'm still alive

Doing absolutely nothing.

Caffeine is a Drug

Nicotine Is a drug

T.V. is a drug

Networking is a drug

THC is a drug

Cocaine is a drug

MDMA, MDMA

And all that kills pain

A cigarette's a cancer stick

I inhale it, abhor the shit,

unless somebody's walking by

I'll blow out smoke to catch their eye,

Yeah that's right, I like the cool

refreshing image of the fool

Do absolutely nothing to

preserve my body's function.

Who can deny the bait is ripe

for youthful types who want the right

to choose the forbidden fruit,

to rebel against the rules? I'll

Do absolutely nothing to stop you.

I'll join.

And we can die, slowly, together,

That's the point, right?

Caffeine is a drug

Nicotine is a drug

T.V. is a drug

Networking is a drug

THC is a drug

Cocaine is a drug

M D M A, M D M A

And all that kills pain

The cocaine up my nose goes numb

It's dripping down my throat and tongue

Pumping blood, it pumps me up,

I can fuck and fuck and fuck,

Or dance dance dance,

Faster faster faster

Better stronger, make it last-

Now it's gone, and I'm gon' to the back

Do absolutely nothing

but fiend to find a bump

I'll do absolutely nothing

but fiend to find a bump

Caffeine is a drug

Nicotine is a drug

T.V. is a drug

Networking is a drug

THC is a drug

Cocaine is a drug

M D M A, M D M A

And all that kills pain

I'm rolling through

this life I've built,

It's tolling up a

debt of guilt,

That I have yet to pay,

and when i do, I can say

I'm in pain, I cannot cope,

nor feel the same, and white coats

will prescribe a name, I can't pronounce

so i can't defame, but I'll know i don't

feel anything...

Caffeine is a drug

Nicotine is a drug...

The drive towards bad news. . .

To the gallows, with an empty stomach,

Bags full crescent beneath my eyes.

The thoughts hath lost me sleep,

The noose, not yet around my neck

Hath indebted my brain an ignorance

of food. My Pain, is this waiting, as I

Move towards certain peril.

A snap

Like the branches 'neathe a snow

doth haunt this weary soul that's

stayed afloat for flailing limbs that

Tire not, lest the land breaking horizon

greets me with that twine and lumber.

Then I tire, but never pause,

for certain peril is no match

for my pride's surrender.

To the gallows, with an empty stomach,

I move.

Smoked Gouda (The best kind)

Yeah, you and I, we have the best Kind,

It's alive and always ripe, the inside is sweet,

and the skin shines perfectly in the light

we shed, together, apart, in sync.

Yeah, you and I, side by side

and separately styled, accepting

Perspective, and sharing certain

trajectories, rocking, and rocketing

Together, apart, in sync.

Yeah, you and I, a bottle of wine,

some smoked gouda and a fine cigar

wait for us at the place far from today,

Where we'll resign to a chair, and toast

Ourselves like Kings, Together, apart,

In sync.

:)

Await, Lifted.

Stands up straight,

Grifting rays from the light,

Tonight, I'll store them for the

Shift of fright, and Think of you,

Thanking you, forgiving me, Light.

Boys and Girls

One will be waiting, in the open,

One will await the opening,

To slide in and initiate.

One will bat eyelashes,

and giggle at the worst joke

Basking in another's vision and desire.

One will have a strategy,

A militant mind, commanding

To conquer the castle walls and defenses.

One has got a mind to love surprises,

Waits for it, it always comes.

One has got the time to provide

The sense of security that opens the gates.

Both know the score, the position of the other.

Both take the moment and move with it,

As if they didn't know from the beginning

This is something.

And Nothing.